omgh4x denuded

peechan was coming out to cali.
peechan not coming out any more.
it was a fun thought.
but oh well

weeee second day of work at absolute quality supporting macs!

i hate macs...

post later!

it is always good to have ppl who can restore faith in mankind in you. For me, this happens to be more than one person. I have to give my love to andre for coming out here and spending the week (and a half) with me in maryland. Not only did it show me that i do infact have many friends, he also showed me that ppl are not as shitty as i would like to assume (not andre, other ppl i mean).

Steve Nash is so good at basketball.

so recently i've been so uber depressed, i think a lot of has to do with the time period but also the season change. but i think i've come to the conclusion that because of my typology (intj) i've wanted/needed attention from other people. This could simply be me realizing my tertiary function of introverted feeling. This is conflicting with my dominate and auxillary functions of introverted intuition and extroverted thinking. So it seems like wut's been happening is that i'm feeling the need to extrovert my thinking process of introverted feeling.

plus there's this feeling of moving on with my life in almost every aspect. So from personal relationships all the way to career. I've gotten the career thing squared away so far, but it's the personal relationships that's being a bitch. In terms of friendships or even romantic relationships i want someone who will treat me as i would treat them, but not be the same as me. Different interests are an amazing thing, but only if both ppl have an open mind towards the interests of the other person. DIVERSIFY YOURSELF BITCHES!

I also hate assholes who take advantage of nice ppl.

so uhh yeah...

haven't posted in a while, but a lot is going on
and also nothing is going on
i'm both happy and sad
passing and failing

wait....wut?